Please help fund my Ketamine appointments

For twenty years I have been struggling with mental health issues. It began with anorexia in 2000.  Shortly after my first hospitalization at 14 for treatment for my Eating disorder, I found out I had bipolar. Mania drove most of the following years with some drops into the depressions. Since then, I have been through tons of medications, went through Electroconvulsive therapy and TMS. We cannot find the right combination to bring me out of my current severe depressive episode. I tried to commit suicide the beginning of this past September. I spent the next six weeks in three different hospitals and many trial and error medications. I’m the mean time my sisters and mom got me signed up and ready for Ketamine treatments- a breakthrough for treatment resistant depression as I have.  The problem is that I am on disability, unable to work as my Medicare and Medicaid doesn’t pay for it. My mother is paying for this but she can’t keep it up much longer. She has spent thousands and thousands already. I work with a great psychiatrist and the ketamine is starting to help.  

I ask out of despair, please help as much as you can

Thank you, 
Victoria