Please Help a Vetran in Dire Need

This is very different for me because I consider myself independent but today I know I need your Help please. The last two years of my life has turned my life upside down ; I encountered Covid , had a stroke where my entire left side didn’t work of my body was non functional went to rehab 2 to 3 a Wk for a year where I am now able to move it but not 100% I was able to obtain a disability from work but the 1100 a month was eaten by physical therapy my unemployment barely got me to Wednesday once I received in Tuesdays. I also became behind on my house I am a year behind and now pending foreclosure then the went threw the loss of my dad n mom n now I am just barely able to get up - this week eversource cut off my electric heat water so I stay in my home with nothing but my dog n blankets trying to make it threw the days. If you know me a year ago I was married and abused now with a mark on my head stitches staples that will last the rest of my life the marriage ended within a week and I think I went into it just wanting someone to love me but ended in abuse - first time I said that I am so sorry is I am rambling my last two years is wearing me to the point depression n fatigue are ever content I have not eaten in 3 days n fainted twice today due to not eating I am not sure what to do so I reached out to family & friends & I understand times are hard Xmas is near I’d you can donate anything I will be more than great full if not please pray for me or even post this maybe some else can help . I am a proud man & never ever asked for help I help so many please help me in my time of need. God Bless & Thank you for taking time to familiarize yourself with my situations I know God gives the battles to the strong but right now I am not feeling to strong but I believe in God . Thank you again. Mike P