This has got to be the hardest thing that I have had to do in my whole life. My cancer has returned with a vengeance, and I am trying my best to stay strong. I just finished the halfway point in chemo, and my body was hit hard. I just got out of the hospital after 6 days. I needed a blood transfusion because my hemoglobin was at 6. I got a call from the doctor at 3 am regarding my blood culture, and it came back critical. I am fighting as hard as I can. My work has been phenomenal in taking care of me, but my vacation and sick time is dwindling, and I don't know what else to do. If you can share, please do, and thank you for reading this. For the people that know me, know that this is a difficult thing to do for me. God bless. I was put on this earth to help others, not myself.