If you knew my mom, then you would know when I say she was a fighter, I mean it in every sense of the word—she never wanted to accept she was sick. She would not allow it. Her will to live was strong, and she would not allow herself to be weak. All she wanted was to continue. She got up every day, rain or shine. No matter what, she wasn't ever going to stop or give up on herself. She kept pushing, fighting each day to keep living, but it didn't matter because she was very sick. No matter how strong her will was, the cancer was stronger, and the sickness took her from me. It's truly the hardest thing I've ever been faced with. My heart is so broken. I realize her passing came as a complete shock to most who didn't even know she was sick at all. It hit you like a cold shower. Please understand my mom cared deeply about the connections she had with all her friends and family. She never wanted to put the burden of worry or guilt on anyone. Even those closest to her didn't know that she was tortured by this sickness. Her body was shutting down, she was exhausted, everything made her nauseated, and she was in a lot of pain. Still, she remained humble, proud, and fiercely independent every single day until she took her very last breath. I wish I had even a drop of my mom's strength. I just don't. Everyone knows how close she and I were. She was my best friend. I love her so much. All of this has completely shattered me in every way possible. She is gone, and there isn't anything I can do about it. I appreciate all of you who have reached out to check on me. I'm sorry I haven't been able to talk much. It's just so hard for me as I am so sad. You have asked if there is anything you can do to help me, and now I find I am struggling to cover the expenses of her final arrangements. The cost of it all is adding up and truly unfortunate that I even have to ask, but I do. I’m asking for anyone who can help with any dollar amount, no matter how small, if you can please donate to give her the respectful farewell she deserves. Your support would mean the world to me as this is an incredibly difficult time. Thank you. ❤️