Donation protected
It is with profound sadness that on February 22, 2021 my soulmate Peter and the love of my life passed away unexpectedly! A great heart and beautiful mind has left us for now! But one day we will be reunited again!
One day after our Anniversary Peter unexpectedly left forever this earthly life to transcend to eternal life.
"Give us faith to see in death the gate of eternal life, so that in quiet confidence we may continue our course on earth until, by Your call, we are reunited with those who have gone before."
Peter died when I held him in my arms in the hospital, he was transferred to one day earlier.
I just told Peter how much I loved him and promised him that we would celebrate our anniversary another day, when his heart stopped beating!
Now suddenly my whole life appears to be in shambles. Instead of having our anniversary, I have to take care of the funeral.
It seems to be unreal. Honestly, I never thought about his death. I thought I would go before him!
Indeed, Peter‘s recent diagnosis was not a death sentence at all, and when he left the house in an ambulance he was sitting up and talking with the paramedics and I was expecting that Peter would be treated and would then be released.
But sadly, this time it turned out to be different! We all are still in shock and feel like we are paralyzed!
I pray that one day Peter and I will be reunited and we will both have beaten the beast, called cancer.
This beast showed up in our house in 2010 and came back in 2016, to try to finish its plan, but only to be vigorously fought by Peter!
I myself, tried my very best to do everything possible to be his co-fighter and strong defender!
Thanks to the immune therapy, Opdivo (Nivolumab), Peter‘s cancer has gone into remission and had been continuously taken good care of by his oncologist and nurses every two weeks.
Since February 2019 I myself have been fighting against an aggressive form of cancer. I know, I have to win this battle against this merciless monster!
I have prayed so often to God to give me the power to fight on two frontiers and to be strong enough to defend Peter and to stay a loving wife and a strong defender and companion! With Peter, the world has lost a great man, a wonderful and caring soulmate for me and the rock in troubled waters.
Sadly, the Covid situation has changed the whole world and this is like another nightmare.
But nobody should die suddenly who went through all the ordeals and has beaten the odds over years.
Hospitals have been overwhelmed since one year and patients have been suddenly separated from their loved ones who always were able to act as their advocates. The watchful eyes of the spouses, children and relatives have been suddenly unable to watch over their loved ones.
I am in total shock and disbelief! In the past Peter has been stronger than anybody else I know.
One day after Covid I am planning to celebrate this visionary man’s life! There will be a small family ceremony in his native country Germany, where his ashes will be laid to rest.
So many great friends have crossed our paths in life who are loved and appreciated because of their selflessness and encouraging devotion! So many great friends have accompanied our journey since years and have touched our lives! As Peter has touched ours and their lives forever!
Thank you to all the wonderful friends for your words of love and sympathy ♥️ and your compassion.
We could not have lived through these challenging times without your compassion and kindness.
I am still in severe shock and I do not know when or if I will be ever back to normal!
Peter was my and our children's rock in the Surf!
It does not matter how weak or sick he was! He was still strong!
He was my soulmate!
He would have given his last shirt for his friends and loved ones. He always was soft spoken, loving and caring to others.
I am missing him badly every second of my life ♥️ since he left me on Monday
I am devastated and I feel totally lost in this big world!
Without prayers I would lose all my hope forever!
Peter is now in the arms of the Lord and is sending me beautiful signs of love!
On Saturday Peter and I listened together to the music of "Michael Bublé, Close your Eyes" and to the incredible beautiful song "Unchained Melody" by the Righteous Brothers.
Peter always became emotional, when he watched the movie "Ghost" or listened to the song. The story of true love and strong devotion.
Peter had a beautiful soul, he had a presence that would light up every room and he never met a stranger.
After I left the Funeral Home on Monday to do all the arrangements, two days after our 41. anniversary, the song “Unchained Melody” was playing in the Car Radio, after the song, that just finished.
I immediately felt this was a sign♥️
Since 2010 Peter has been fighting kidney cancer. His right kidney had been removed and Peter thought he finally would be able to overcome the resulting financial hardships that were caused by medical expenses and legal matters that were a huge financial burden on him and the family.
In 2016 the kidney cancer came back with a vengeance as metastatic renal cell carcinoma stage 4, this time metastasized to his liver and to his lungs.
With divine intervention and God's guidance Peter overcame these obstacles !
Both of Peter’s parents lived to their mid nineties! His grandmother was over 100 when she passed.
I am struggling to think, if I would I have decided to transport Peter to the other hospital further away that had all of Peter‘s medical records, he would still be with us.
I provided all the medical records from Peter's recent discharge from a hospital and from the last visit at the Primary Care Physician, when I shortly arrived after the ambulance!
In this hospital, because of Covid I was unable to be with Peter, when he was treated, and I could not be with him for several hours! He would never talk to me again. When I saw him again he was heavily sedated which obviously had a huge impact on his ability to breath!
Please remember to always tell your loved ones that you love them.
Peter told me every day and I did tell him too, he told me earlier the last evening: “ich liebe Dich, Du alte Hexe.“ which means:"I love you, you sweet old witch!"He told me this already, when we married.
Some mistakes are not admissible in life. One moment will decide over life and death, one second would be enough to make a mistake. Wrong decisions can easily cost a life because life is so precious and can be so fragile like a tiny little and beautiful wispy flower.
Please pray for Peter that God may rest his soul, pray for me that I will be vigorously be beating the cancer that is planning to take my life too, please pray that I will be able to keep my insurance!
I promise, I am fighting! Our children should not lose both of their parents!
Please pray for Peter and I ask you to donate to Peter’s memorial and survivor fund here on Gofundme!
I would be helpless without your support! Now, I could lose my health insurance. Everything seems to be a little overwhelming!
With love and great respect to a wonderful man who would have given his last shirt to a friend, and with gratitude to our friends who care, I thank you from the bottom of our hearts.♥️
John 14:1-3
Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me. My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.
Thank you for taking your time to read this and thank you for supporting this great cause♥️
One day after our Anniversary Peter unexpectedly left forever this earthly life to transcend to eternal life.
"Give us faith to see in death the gate of eternal life, so that in quiet confidence we may continue our course on earth until, by Your call, we are reunited with those who have gone before."
Peter died when I held him in my arms in the hospital, he was transferred to one day earlier.
I just told Peter how much I loved him and promised him that we would celebrate our anniversary another day, when his heart stopped beating!
Now suddenly my whole life appears to be in shambles. Instead of having our anniversary, I have to take care of the funeral.
It seems to be unreal. Honestly, I never thought about his death. I thought I would go before him!
Indeed, Peter‘s recent diagnosis was not a death sentence at all, and when he left the house in an ambulance he was sitting up and talking with the paramedics and I was expecting that Peter would be treated and would then be released.
But sadly, this time it turned out to be different! We all are still in shock and feel like we are paralyzed!
I pray that one day Peter and I will be reunited and we will both have beaten the beast, called cancer.
This beast showed up in our house in 2010 and came back in 2016, to try to finish its plan, but only to be vigorously fought by Peter!
I myself, tried my very best to do everything possible to be his co-fighter and strong defender!
Thanks to the immune therapy, Opdivo (Nivolumab), Peter‘s cancer has gone into remission and had been continuously taken good care of by his oncologist and nurses every two weeks.
Since February 2019 I myself have been fighting against an aggressive form of cancer. I know, I have to win this battle against this merciless monster!
I have prayed so often to God to give me the power to fight on two frontiers and to be strong enough to defend Peter and to stay a loving wife and a strong defender and companion! With Peter, the world has lost a great man, a wonderful and caring soulmate for me and the rock in troubled waters.
Sadly, the Covid situation has changed the whole world and this is like another nightmare.
But nobody should die suddenly who went through all the ordeals and has beaten the odds over years.
Hospitals have been overwhelmed since one year and patients have been suddenly separated from their loved ones who always were able to act as their advocates. The watchful eyes of the spouses, children and relatives have been suddenly unable to watch over their loved ones.
I am in total shock and disbelief! In the past Peter has been stronger than anybody else I know.
One day after Covid I am planning to celebrate this visionary man’s life! There will be a small family ceremony in his native country Germany, where his ashes will be laid to rest.
So many great friends have crossed our paths in life who are loved and appreciated because of their selflessness and encouraging devotion! So many great friends have accompanied our journey since years and have touched our lives! As Peter has touched ours and their lives forever!
Thank you to all the wonderful friends for your words of love and sympathy ♥️ and your compassion.
We could not have lived through these challenging times without your compassion and kindness.
I am still in severe shock and I do not know when or if I will be ever back to normal!
Peter was my and our children's rock in the Surf!
It does not matter how weak or sick he was! He was still strong!
He was my soulmate!
He would have given his last shirt for his friends and loved ones. He always was soft spoken, loving and caring to others.
I am missing him badly every second of my life ♥️ since he left me on Monday
I am devastated and I feel totally lost in this big world!
Without prayers I would lose all my hope forever!
Peter is now in the arms of the Lord and is sending me beautiful signs of love!
On Saturday Peter and I listened together to the music of "Michael Bublé, Close your Eyes" and to the incredible beautiful song "Unchained Melody" by the Righteous Brothers.
Peter always became emotional, when he watched the movie "Ghost" or listened to the song. The story of true love and strong devotion.
Peter had a beautiful soul, he had a presence that would light up every room and he never met a stranger.
After I left the Funeral Home on Monday to do all the arrangements, two days after our 41. anniversary, the song “Unchained Melody” was playing in the Car Radio, after the song, that just finished.
I immediately felt this was a sign♥️
Since 2010 Peter has been fighting kidney cancer. His right kidney had been removed and Peter thought he finally would be able to overcome the resulting financial hardships that were caused by medical expenses and legal matters that were a huge financial burden on him and the family.
In 2016 the kidney cancer came back with a vengeance as metastatic renal cell carcinoma stage 4, this time metastasized to his liver and to his lungs.
With divine intervention and God's guidance Peter overcame these obstacles !
Both of Peter’s parents lived to their mid nineties! His grandmother was over 100 when she passed.
I am struggling to think, if I would I have decided to transport Peter to the other hospital further away that had all of Peter‘s medical records, he would still be with us.
I provided all the medical records from Peter's recent discharge from a hospital and from the last visit at the Primary Care Physician, when I shortly arrived after the ambulance!
In this hospital, because of Covid I was unable to be with Peter, when he was treated, and I could not be with him for several hours! He would never talk to me again. When I saw him again he was heavily sedated which obviously had a huge impact on his ability to breath!
Please remember to always tell your loved ones that you love them.
Peter told me every day and I did tell him too, he told me earlier the last evening: “ich liebe Dich, Du alte Hexe.“ which means:"I love you, you sweet old witch!"He told me this already, when we married.
Some mistakes are not admissible in life. One moment will decide over life and death, one second would be enough to make a mistake. Wrong decisions can easily cost a life because life is so precious and can be so fragile like a tiny little and beautiful wispy flower.
Please pray for Peter that God may rest his soul, pray for me that I will be vigorously be beating the cancer that is planning to take my life too, please pray that I will be able to keep my insurance!
I promise, I am fighting! Our children should not lose both of their parents!
Please pray for Peter and I ask you to donate to Peter’s memorial and survivor fund here on Gofundme!
I would be helpless without your support! Now, I could lose my health insurance. Everything seems to be a little overwhelming!
With love and great respect to a wonderful man who would have given his last shirt to a friend, and with gratitude to our friends who care, I thank you from the bottom of our hearts.♥️
John 14:1-3
Do not let your hearts be troubled. You believe in God; believe also in me. My Father’s house has many rooms; if that were not so, would I have told you that I am going there to prepare a place for you? And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.
Thank you for taking your time to read this and thank you for supporting this great cause♥️
Organizer and beneficiary
Eva M Kueth
Organizer
Niceville, FL
Eva M Kueth
Beneficiary