My talented son Johnnie Gresko aka JJ was a brilliant drummer and scholar. When he played the drums he came to life, played with passion. Due to the pain he was suffering it kept him from doing everyday tasks even the simplest of things.  He loved his bunny Vivi which comforted him in his time of need. He began to play less and less as the years went by.  He was working on his Bachelors degree in Behavioral science  to help people with addictions as he knew what life was like living with  pain daily. 
He was the center of my world and I did everything for him, with him,  We became close and talked a lot about life and what it can throw at you.  He would have celebrated his 33rd Birthday on March 18th.  A parent isn't suppose to outlive their children, and now I have to prepare his funeral, and carry on living without him.  I can't afford the expense's of what this is going to cost as I am living day to day like most of us are.  Without my JJ this is unbearable, I am heartbroken. I have never asked anyone in my entire life to help me. I am asking for your help so I can cremate my only child with dignity. Thank you, God bless us all.