Paramedic and ex squaddie needs a hand

Hi I am jim,

So I was in the forces for seven years, 2 tours of Bosnia and one of Kosovo.

i joined the ambulance service in 2000 and have been qualified as paramedic.

My mum and dad have passed away as did my little brother at age 36

I have had a diagnosis of complex Ptsd, depression and anxiety.

I have recently found my triggers after two near fatal overdoses I have to take some time off work to work with crisis team. I  am doing all I can to get mentally strong enough to be able to give back.

so am I self employed and have used all my saving and fear I am not going to be able to pay my bills and will
lose my rented house for me to have the kids. 

I have never  been a position like this and I am trying to turn things around but I really need some help I am so sorry to ask

With thanks

james cladingboel