Paradise turns into nightmare

Hey everyone I'm Kevin I'm 44 years old and I'm from Manchester united kingdom... So 2 years ago I'm arrived in thiland to explore and make new memories at first everything was amazing the perfect paradise it was amazing seeing the sights like the beaches and the landmarks and visiting tiger and elephant sanctuarys it was amazing but a few months ago everything changed my financial situation completely changed and now I'm left with no place to stay going day to day not knowing where I'm staying in the evening and where my next meal is coming from and now all I want to do is get back to the UK and hopefully find a job and hopefully somewhere to live although when I first get back I will more than likely be homeless in the UK but at least I will be able to get a job so any money raised will be so I can go home... My mental health has gone from a happy man to board line suicidal which sounds dramatic but if you ever suffered from depression you will know what I'm talking about. I know there are alot of these fund raising things out there and I hope I can get some help even if you just simply share this so as many people as possible can see it... I just want to come home I tried asking for help for people I know but unfortunately I'm still here so please please help or share thank you for reading