"TERMINAL" said Dr. McNamara from John Theurer Cancer Center at Hackensack University Medical Center...I thought to myself 'nah she somehow mixed up the files, she had to be looking at the wrong file', but then it hit me like a ton of bricks that it was my sentence!  I went from feeling sorry for myself to anger for having wasted time, that perhaps I could have done something to change the tide! Well that change is happening now - I am not going down without a fight to my very last breath! I started seeing a Naturopathic Doctor who follows Holistic Healing but since this alternative medicine is not considered normal treatment my insurance does not want to pay for it!  My monthly costs for nutraceuticals, visits, colonics followed eventually by ozone injections are well over $1,500 per month indefinitely, and way more than I can afford on a Secretary's salary!  I am a 54 year old widowed single parent of a 10 year old and I am pleading for your help! The Naturopathic feels if she can bolster my immune system I have a greater chance of fighting the cancer, unlike my oncologist who basically told me to make my funeral arrangements.  I find it extremely hard to believe that in today's day and age where a human being can be created from a single cell that there is nothing that can be done for me! Until I am selected for a Cancer Drug Trial this is my only alternative and best option for me now! Thank you!