I'm in the worst part of my life, and I have no idea how to get it together again.

Start with the fact that I am homeless and it's almost winter. The other part is that I have to get a two-part reconstructive surgery on my right hand middle finger, and it is going to be a year or more to get my right hand back. That is a maybe I will get full use of it again.

I also struggle with mental health disorders and I have myoclonus seizure disorders. Please help me out and see what I have gone through. The turn of the worst of my life and then I will be laid up. I am a recovering alcoholic and addict, and I am going to have a very hard time being by myself. I have no one in my life, and it is a very sad situation because I have three younger brothers, and my parents are still alive and together and have a new house in Florida. I have two younger brothers who are rich from YouTube, but they don't want anything to do with me.

Please help me out. Anything, even if it is a very small amount, it's good karma coming back to you.