My wife of 8 years and best friend for 34 years wanted to give up on life.  On Sunday she took blood pressure pills in hopes of killing herself she came in the bedroom and woke me after she woke up and told me what she tried to do and was mad because she woke up, she wanted to go to the  ER at least the 5th time since Jan. 1st 2019  I had started thinking of the boy who cried wolf to many times. I was shocked to hear this and it hit me like a ton of bricks. She would not eat or drink much water even after Doctors told her what to do. I got her to the ER Sunday April 14 20019 . she is better now but will need counseling by someone who can prescribe the meds she needs she came home with 5 new meds. We just paid the PYC  Hospital  $1,300. after insurance things like all the ER trips the Ambulance ride of 100 miles and the cost of the counseling  and meds.  I have been crying off and on for a month and a half doing all I could to buy things for her to drink and nutrients. any thing I even joined Costco  because a Counselor at the crisis center
told us that Costco had non milk drinks that tasted good.  I tasted many things trying to find anything to help Stacy.  Being in Viet nam was so much easier than this. I have to hang in there to take care of her my best friend.  I met her where she was hired to be a receptionist at the Summit Organization that some greedy scum-sucking creeps  wrecked Stacy stayed till they locked the doors she was the one left to answer the phones from all the people who felt like they had been lied to and stabbed in the back. I know for sure this is where she start going down hill she could not hold a job more than a few weeks. I loved and cared more for Stacy than anyone in my life ever.  I had no idea things would go this direction. this hurts to have to put this out to friend and anybody else who might care enough to help. I knew when I told her we could get married she would need some one to take care of her to some degree.  Her Name Is Stacy Booth-Buck,  I am Alan Booth-Buck
Please help and pass this on to everyone who cares about people  Thank Alan
PS this may take years to get under control I turn 76 this year Stacy is a younger at 63 plus 1 as she does not like the #4  I want to make her happy and have fun days as many as I can.  I should be able to make it to my late 90s  my new knees should last till 115 so why not I can remember when I lived on a farm about 3 years old and many other strange things.

She needs the meds till a Counselor can  help her find more haplessness.
 I can get her to laugh with my jokes some times I have to tell her its a joke first latley half my jokes were not liked.

this is a day by day thing we won't have much money to live on with out help. Gosh I hate to ask for help.

We could use help finding a psychiatrist and psychologist  one can do meds and the other can't I don't know the difference. many in the Prescott AZ area don't take much in the way of insurance they say its a small area.
She is on Disability and I am on Social Security yet we make to much money Had we only been able to find help before, maybe this would not have happened