My name Sabrina Hyde and i am trying to get back on my feet, i'm gonna lay it all on the line here.

i was making progress and then the memories hit and they hit hard. i have PTSD and severe depression along with other mental and physical disabilities. The memories are of the horrific abuse, torture, assault, and terror i was forced to suffer by a family member (pathetic bastard), his wife (psychotic bitch) and his kronies. They are beyond nightmarish, these memories, and the emotions and pain (a hurt so deep i feel it in my soul) have cost me two jobs and have led to two suicide attempts. The ideation or wish to die is still there, but the truth is, i want to live. i just want the pain to end. Toward that end, i am in therapy, working with Bluebonnet Trails for housing, employment and mental health and well being assistance. i've also realized (especially since the land deal fell through) that i need to focus on myself for the time being. The group home (if it happens) can wait.

i have found resources that can get me into a rent-to-own home relatively soon. i just need a little help.

As i said in an earlier update, i am trying to sell what i can, have been applying for substitute and call center jobs and will continue to do so. i've got a virtual screening for a teaching job on Monday.

Anyway, i also want y'all to know that the money that has already been donated saved my life. It's what allowed me to survive in between jobs. i really do appreciate all your efforts. There's just a little further to go. Almost there. i can do this; just not alone.

The Amazon wishlist is now called Outdoor Living and Workshop Dream.

Thank you.