Oral Bone grafts & dental surgery

I'm usually the life of the party, a stage performer & hard worker, I'm booked for cadaver bone grafts on April 24th including 4 dental implants, then I will be booking appointments for dentures which will be just as expensive. I've become desperate and my mental health has deteriorated. I'm trying to get a bank loan and help from family. This is the most difficult thing I've ever had to do and it's a daily embarrassment. Please help