“I’m in a bind Nate” -lol

I have to have open heart surgery November 5th

After all I’ve been through, who thought I’d be here. The battles feel never ending, I think god may think I am his strongest warrior. I’m set to have open heart surgery November 5th after finding out that I have a growing aneurysm in my heart that is trending towards rupturing.

upon surgery I’ll be away from work not being able to lift more than 10 pounds for 8 weeks and unable to drive for 4 weeks.

i won’t be at work for a month so the funds will go to my bills , food , and care taking just for that month

im tired , im scared , and i honestly feel like giving up for the first time ever.

everyone’s telling me it’ll be apart of my testimony and to turn to god.

I always give it to god

but I’d be lying if I said I wasn’t overwhelmed by all this

im not asking for much I know a little can turn into a lot.

prayers are more than welcome