Hi, I’m Bianca, your Favorite Blue Fairy Godmother!

In the year before my injury, I was traveling across Europe, dancing through Scotland, England, and Ireland — living my best life, creating memories, and finding inspiration for my career. A few months ago, my world was turned upside down when a serious injury sidelined me, and a collapsed lung made recovery even more complicated. Since then, I’ve faced emergency surgery, upcoming procedures, and new health challenges that have forced me to slow down and rely on the kindness of others. This is my way of asking for help as I navigate healing, hope, and the journey back to the life and work I love. I'm a firm believer that humans are still kind and people still look out and care for others. I have seen it and I have felt it.

First, I want to say thank you. So many of you have helped me through dark times, and your support has lifted me in ways I can’t fully express. Asking for help — and receiving it — is never easy, but I’ve felt it in so many ways, and it has meant the world.

A few months ago, I was suddenly faced with serious health challenges that sidelined me from the life and work I love. In my line of work, having full use of my body isn’t just important — it’s everything. During this time, I also experienced a collapse of one of my lungs, which made recovery even more complicated. Since then, I’ve had an emergency gallbladder removal, upcoming throat surgeries, heart issues, and other upcoming medical procedures as doctors work to help me recover and understand what’s going on.

This experience has taken a lot from me. I’ve had to rediscover myself in this new body, which doesn’t move, breathe, or recover the way it used to. I’ve lost sleep, and faced emotional, spiritual, and physical setbacks. Being broken isn’t easy. Dealing with appointments, medical uncertainty, and sometimes feeling like you’re drowning is unbelievably frustrating. It’s the hardest role I’ve ever had to play, and my D20 roll did not show up on time — life has been giving me Game Changer energy.

It’s been hard to be put on pause and slow down. I feel the sadness of being sidelined, and this pause has been just as challenging. But seeing colleagues and friends create, perform, and thrive inspires me, and I know there will be beautiful opportunities ahead. I’m holding onto the hope and excitement of what’s to come.

I’ve always been someone who figures things out on my own, but right now, even simple tasks like breathing can feel like a full-time job. I never imagined I’d be in a position where I’d need to ask for help like this… but here I am, learning how to receive. Burning Man 2024 taught me that it’s okay to accept help — people genuinely want to offer it — and I’m deeply thankful for that.

Why I need your help:

Even with determination, medical bills, upcoming procedures, and daily living costs are more than I can manage alone. I have no choice but to rely on others and have faith that everything is going to be okay. The dogs (Shadow and Coquito) are, of course, doing their job — keeping their human sane, one cuddle at a time.

Your support helps me:

✨ Cover medical expenses & upcoming surgeries

✨ Stay afloat with rent, food, and daily necessities

✨ Focus on recovery so I can one day return to creating, performing, and collaborating

I’ve always been someone who shows up for others — with sparkle, creativity, and side quests. Right now, I’m learning that receiving support is its own kind of strength. If you can donate, share my story, or send a kind message, it truly means the world.

With love, gratitude, and with blue fairy dust,

Bianca ✨

Approximate Break Down

Rent $26,340

Bills (Utilities, etc.) $7,200

Groceries/Food $4,800

Dog Food/ Emergency Vet Fund $2,400

Transportation $1,800

Miscellaneous $1,800