Oh look, it's me being desperate.

Hey Everyone,

I hate that i'm even here making this but I've reached that level of desperate. I left my teaching job about two years in ago in hopes to start something that would be a better path for my future. For myself and my music. Unfortunately that is not how things have turned out. It seems the world has just continued to rise up in prices and I'm blown away at the cost of everything these days. It seems just when I come close to getting a handle on things another bill has been raised $30 and they tell you "it's just another $30 it's not that bad". Well it is when every bill goes out.

I know I don't have to tell you all you're living it! So what am I doing here? I lost focus that happens and I'm sorry. Basically I had to take a HUGE more than 50% paycut in my job and I was hoping I'd be able to swing it. I was doing doordash part time for extra income but with cost increases doordash turned into fulltime...this was before my huge paycut at my other job. Now Doordash has become so over populated I'm doing 12hr days and if i'm lucky bringing in $150 for that day. I have no time for anything else. I try to make time for streaming for my sanity, but it feels like my time to work on music - gone. my time to relax - gone. I am finding myself worse off than I was two years ago. I knew it was a risk and I took it. Where would you be if you didn't take risk? Well sadly this one doesn't seem to be paying off. I can't sit around anymore and HOPE that things turn around.

I've excepted that I need to find a new job. But with being stuck in the car for 12/14hrs each day I literally have no time for anything and will all that work being done I'm still getting behind every month, just barely floating. Now my car is easily $1,000 behind each month. I'm afraid I'll start slipping on rent again.

I guess what I'm asking for here in my desperate attempt is anyone who can or is willing to help out a bit would be grateful. If I could manage to not have to worry so much about rent or even the car for a month or so I could ease off the doordashing and focus on finding myself a sustainable job. I know this seems like a pity party but like most people we don't make a gofundme unless we are desparate. Now, while I never like to take something for nothing I am willing to offer anyone who helps out a dropbox link that will grant you access to all my music in digital format. Anything I have released and anything I will release in the future. As my way to say thank you. You won't have to buy my music again (digitally....if you like my stuff lol).

I want to continue to do music but with how things are going lately it's starting to feel more and more like a dream.

Thank you for making it this far,

Jason