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Hello!
My name is Whitney.
On Oct 28 2021 i delivered a sweet baby boy into this world at 23.1 weeks.
I named him Nixon.
Nixon is very loved by his 2 older brothers 5 & 8.
Unfortunately at 22 weeks I found out that I had to make a decision... A decision that was the hardest i have ever made...which was to let my son go... or both of us.
Nixons kidneys were 3x enlarged , covered in cysts, ready to burst at any point. Killing us both instantly.
I had to quickly make a decision.
I had to choose my self before my own child, to raise my other 2 boys alone as a single mom.
My 2 boys and I also got out of bad relationship with their father after the funeral. -starting over.
My sister set up a go fund me at the time which raised 400.00,
Unfortunately it wasn't very much and I covered the rest out of pocket, alone...
I immediately started working again after our move, while caring for my 2 boys and grieving the loss of my 3rd son.
It has been almost 4 years ... and I still have been unable to place a headstone for my son .
Everything has been so hard ... not just on myself but on many people.
Moving around has also made it very difficult, Im hoping I can relieve some stress to be the mother I always wanted to be,
to my kids...
I feel as if i have lost attachment worrying about everything.
I would love to place a headstone in the future for Nixons 4th bday oct 28...
I am also praying i can get some help and support along the way.
Thank you for taking the time if you made it this far and reading my story. it truely means alot!
and if you can't donate please share ! it helps !

Organiser
Whitney Livingston
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Oro-Medonte, ON