Heartbreak of a life unfulfilled only overshadowed by the pain of leaving me behind. I pray you rejoice with the Lord who loves you and with whom shared your earthly pain. Love, you So So much Dear Son. Please keep us in mind as you are free from the internal turmoil that was yours. 

Nefi tried so hard to overcome his addiction. He hated himself because he was not the person he wanted to be. He loves his daughter Addelaide Raine and his wife Danielle. I don't think many people have the capacity to love like Nefi has. As his mother I had to watch him slowly be devoured by his addiction but wish so badly to give him the final rest he so much wanted in this life, but never attained. 

Nefi loves music, rapping, his family especially his wife, daughter and his nieces and nephews. He was a wonderful skateboarder and soccer player.  He loved dancing and laughing. He loved Nicholas Sparks novels and read almost all of them. Nefi was so intelligent. He was a writer that had a special gift of being able to put in words what is so hard for most of us to put into words. He loved being in the mountains and climbing big boulders.  He was such a sweet kid and had many, many friends. He would give you the shirt off his back, literally. He is our family's baby and was treasured as such. 

If you are enthralled in the bitterness of addiction and reading this please remember that " With God Nothing Is Impossible ! " Reach out for the help. Find what is God's purpose for you .  Your life can have a different ending than Nefi's. Your Heavenly Father wants to take you in His arms and let you know how much He loves you.