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• Update !! Dec 2022.... as Many of you know, there have been some terrifying things going on with me and a very scary personal and stalking situation, the police can only do so much, and I have been going through it the last few months much more than ever. Sadly, Shaggy is taking a worse turn; he has had 19 beautiful years on this earth; however, his time is soon coming. It will break me. I don’t know if I can survive. I cannot work live on cam until I get to a safe place which I am in the process of doing; however, it takes a lot right now, and it’s been so hard to do it on my own without being able to work. I promise I will not allow some psychopath out there to bring me down; it is awful. I need your help to get out of here, settle, and return to being me. At least I will be in a safer place. I love you all so much. My whole world is crashing down at once; I am not mentally and physically in a good place. I am doing my best to smile and still put a face on and face each day. I know it sounds terrible, but I would instead go through cancer 20 times again instead of dealing with this. I HATE not having the freedom to move without fear. I appreciate you all so much, and I do need you all so much right now; things have been in the process, but with me not being able to work and my health and Shaggy’s health, the expenses are adding up, and I feel like giving up I am so overwhelmed. Please donate. I promise you the comeback will be incredible, the glow-up will be amazing, and we can all smile, laugh love together. I know a WHOLE NEW AMAZING CHAPTER is ahead of me I just need your help to get there. I can’t share all the personal details, but you all know me. You know I would never NOT work it's killing me. Please keep me in mind. Your kindness will not go unnoticed, I promise. My safety, my dogs' safety, and my health is a priority; any donations are greatly appreciated!! This is what I want for Christmas!! Please, peace of mind will be the best Christmas ever!

Things have taken a pretty harsh turn, and I need your help now more than ever! I know its a tall order I have been working extremely hard to get where I need to be and with your support it is possible, I truly hope there are kind and generous donors out there that will help. Once I am out of here, I will be able to focus smile and be truly happy again, and I really want to get Shaggy back to Vegas, (which is tough cause he is ailing and old). I promised him I would do everything I could to get him there. I need support with this as its not just a bag or a random purchase its a BIG TASK to take on again, but It’s been in the works with just a little bit more to go. If anyone is willing to help by donation to this page or other financial means please let me know. It will be greatly appreciated I am leaving no stone unturned. This is do or die for me.

Hey guys!! My amazing, amazing fans and friends!! I know you have been looking for a way to help me and to support me in what has been going on in my life. As you guys know or maybe some do not it’s been a hectic few year for me. I know it has been crazy for all of us but my personal issues both health including mental health and physical health have not been great.

Most of you know I moved from Vegas years back to take care of my uncle and he passed away. Then I was given both the duty and the honour to take care of my aunt. She slowly started progressing into dementia and even though I tried my hardest I could not do it as one person. I hired someone to take care of her while I worked on cam 12-hour days while paying this person $20 an hour I did EVERYTHING in my power to keep her at home with me and it came to a point where it would have been selfish to keep her at home with me as I could not provide her with the medical treatment she needed. The years I took care of her were amazing memories and I loved spending time with her but they were also a huge, huge strain on my life both physically mentally and especially financially. Being a primary caregiver taking care of every need toileting feeding company etc. It had made it so difficult to work and live without strain.

After numerous thoughts and conversations in my head I decided to put her in a nursing home close by so I can always see her. I won’t go into too many details but as she started progressing (way, way too quickly) (way way) I started to ask more questions and the nursing home pushed back and as you all know I am great at reading people and I trust my gut and something told me something was off. I installed secret cameras and have watched thousands and thousands of hours of traumatizing video what I saw I can never unsee. She was abused, neglected, and so so much more. It was on the news. She was like a mother to me.

One PSW was arrested on the spot I had to FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT and try my own case to get the other 9 (yes nine) charged. I had all the evidence still to this day. I managed to get 5 out of the 9 charged to face a day in court. Sadly, the Canadian justice system is an epic failure and let them go to go WORK WITH VULNERABLE PEOPLE AGAIN!! I still can’t believe it! This devastated me I fought long and hard with police lawyers it was the best most organized case they had ever seen. Yet I firmly believe due to the lack of psw and nurses during the pandemic they let them go, no apology, nothing. This truly put me in a very dark mental state. I am still fighting and advocating for her and all those poor seniors dying and being neglected every day. Sadly, she passed from her injuries October 2019 and it has been a tough long road since.

The point of this post was not meant to be this in depth of what happened but perhaps it can shed some light as to what I am going through. In 2020 I fully threw myself into my work and perhaps to forget (although I will never forget her, she was my everything my mother). The 60-hour work weeks took a toll on me however I was in just go go go mode as I wanted so badly to leave and get back to Vegas (which is my heart and second home). I don’t regret moving back after living in Vegas for 4 years back and forth but I definitely wish life took a different turn.

I have my beautiful doggies you all now my MIRACLE DOG SHAGGY who I rescued from my abusive ex is turning 18 yes 18 this October he is sticking around for me he is very ill it is very expensive to take care of him but he is still happy plays eats and LOVES ME HIS MOMMY. I want to him to have a happy mommy for the remaining years of his life.

The pandemic took a toll on all of us but I focused on me OF and all of you and working my butt off on cam. I am now here in a position where I am working a bit less on cam which is not ideal for me but going back to 60 our work weeks would destroy me mentally. Most have you have seen the unreal bullying mean ignorant hateful comments I get on cam. I also am trying to take care of my health as well. (Which I never ever put first ever despite all of you telling me to lol) I love SM they have been good to me but some of you may not know that they take 70-75% of what is made on cam unless you are signed up at my personal link.

I am still standing though, and I have been through so much in my life as you all know. I am a cancer survivor that was a living hell but beat that yaaaaaaaay ! You all know I am a high energy positive resilient driven person and I just know that being in a place I love would only make that even more amazing!! My daddy loved Vegas so I think it is just instilled in me. Sadly, I lost him when I was 6 but he is with me every day and I am very much my fathers’ daughter.

I guess this long-winded post comes down to why I posted it in the first place. I have been planning super hard as to what its going to take the costs etc. in moving back to Vegas. And I am reaching out to you not for sympathy but for help and support to help me get there as it is a huge financial burden and currently, I cannot really afford to or take time off work due to the repercussions of the last two years.

Moving is very expensive as well as logistically hard as well as mentally hard. But I know it will be worth it!

For me I can’t just get into a u haul like before and cross the border as the land border is closed and even that is very expensive. Logistically right now I have to ship my stuff with a moving company take a helicopter across the border with my three dogs then pick up my car on the other side that I have to have shipped and DRIVE to Vegas or ship the car to Vegas and fly.

I have looked into ways and it will cost me about 25,000 to get there move everything my dogs me there and have a rental in the time being.

These are JUST SOME some of the things that will be on the list

• cross country move is about 8000 USD given the belongings travel time paperwork etc.

• time off work is VERY expensive

• hiring movers

• down payment on a home 30% because I am foreign

• debts to pay here to my creepy landlord that has been harassing me

There is just so much I’m overwhelmed... but I feel this is the ONE thing I HAVE to do so I can move forward collab

All contributions will mean so much to me. This will really change my life and our lives because a better me will help me give a better me to you!!

I love my fans my friends and I have always said that you all mean the world to me I would love to share this amazing journey with you!! I was VERY VERY RELUCTANT to put this post up because I am not one to ask for help really at all!! You all know that I am not one to not find a way myself but many of you have asked me to do this. This is not a handout. The reason for it is the sense of urgency. I am not asking for a hand out I work hard the issues with companies not giving me the payouts etc. have really been setting me back.

I love you all so much I’m crying as I’m writing. This is truly about my mental health and the ability to help position me to continue to be successful and be my best

If you feel more comfortable making large donations to me through another avenue I am all here for it just let me know we will figure something out !!

 

Ty for listening to me rant. Best XMAS AND LIFE GIFT ever !

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Eternally Grateful,

Taylor xoxoxo