I thoroughly am praying that you can help me. Bob Joiner aka as Viven Lee Joiner sexually abused, physically abused me, and psychologically abused me. From the time i was 5 years old till I was 16 when I left. I still remember him telling my mom he wanted some sex but she wasn't there but I was. I was 5 years old and nothing to the monster of a narcissistic monster. But she wasn't, she was in a real estate class. The sexual abuse was on a regular basis. I tell him NO I got beaten. I left at 16 years old because I saw him on top of my sister and I knew I was the target for his sexual activities. Not knowing I left at that time pregnant by him.

If I breathed wrong I was beaten, he had a bad day I was beaten, I had an opnion other than his even if he told me that the day prior I was beaten, my sister would get me trouble on a regular basis to gain favor with Bob I was beaten. He broke boards on my back on a regular basis. I was his punch bag. He had a bad day and ths started at 2 years old he attack me. The beatings never stopped. You tried to make yourself small it didnt matter you got beaten.

He beat my mom too who si dead now because of the culture he created. It was so thoroughly bad his socks elastic went out due to years of wear I got beaten. My step relatives picked on me and he beat me too. I stuck up for myself with them stealing my things he beat me. The teacher in Dixon high school gave me clothes because I didnt have anything. He beat for it, I told him that I didnt hacve anything abd was getting picked on for it. I got beaten for myself. My sister had everything she needed and I had nothing.

I remember my sister was born Bob beat my mother fort taking care of me and not my sister which he thought and I hid under my sisters crib who wasn't even 4 months old at that time. I still remember him pealing my fingers off the side of a play pin when I was a baby. He made me fall on purpose.

I told 2 councilors at Hemlock elementary and no one listened to me. A male councilor told me he is a good father he didn't to that to you quit making things up . I told a female councilor the same thing they did nothing . I got beaten for trying to get help 2 days later, I told a third councilor at the same school that he beats me and no one loves me there, She told them what I said. And I got beaten again for trying to get help. He sequestered us from the world even my mom was controlled on a daily basis. He controlled the money, the food, and the whole lives. I never had enough food or clothes. My sister had everything she wanted. I didn't because i was the reason he was forced into a marriage because he got my mom pregnant. I was nothing to him but his punch bag and sex toy. My mother tried to get help my going to a battered women shelter and we were forced to come back due to the money that he controlled. He litterally controlled everything.

My mom kicked him out when I was 11 that was the point and time I slept good. He is a controlling narcissist that beat my mamma for even taking care of me. She got tired of beating her and me on an regular basis. And him beating her and/or attacking me on a regular basis which was a daily basis we walked around on egg shells daily. My mother got enough courage to kick him out and proceeded to file for divorce. During the divorce proceedings he stole us from her sent us to stay with his sister in Los Angeles. I choose my mom during the court because I knew what he would do to me and I was right.

That is just the beginning of problems. My mom is dead now because of him and the culture he created. I want help to obtain justice for what he did to me and my mom.

I want to sue him and get my life back,. I have PTSD because of him.. I want revenge to a narcissist who tortured me as a kid. I was 5 years old and he started have sex with me on a regular basis, I never asked for it what child does? I want my life back. I to sue him for everything he has done to me. Some of the memories are starting to come out.