Natasha's Critical Health Battle Needs You

My name is Natasha and I am extremely embarrassed to ask for help but I am in dire need. This all started in October I got extremely sick and was in and out of the hospital for 2 months. Then I got a little better was able to return to work at Kaweah were I have been for 13+ years. While in the hospital had Biopsies of Tumor/Cyst like objects on my pancreas and 2 spots in my liver. I had a Special type of test last month in March at USC Keck In LA which a few weeks again I received the call No one wants to hear that I have Insulinoma a rare type of cancer tumors that grow on your pancreas all though really upset was glade now I had an answer of why I am critically Hypoglycemic. I was told after getting PET CT scan I would be needing surgery but I thought I would have time to prepare my children and work excessively amount of hours to save money. But my body had other plans last week on 4/8 my sigar dropped to the lowest ever in the 30's and I was transferred back here to LA at Keck to the ICU were now with IV drips and a ton of more medications 24/7 Still very hard for them to keep my sugars up, so now I have no choice but to be here in ICU and get this life changing surgery next week to remove my pancreas. This whole ordeal has really made my mental health suffer but also my children I have at home. We FaceTime but while I am in ICU my kids can't even come and see me which I hope they will understand one day I need to be better to take care of them. So as embarrassed as I am I really am hoping and praying to all out there if you can help me. I have a few weeks of protected time for work due to my other hospitalizations so now I am faced with having to pay Cobra to keep my insurance. I just got caught up with past payments as it was so I really just need help to make my bare minimum payments until I can get State Disability (which takes forever as it is) and continue to feed my children while I am away. Anything really helps and I truly would not be doing this if I had another option. I am truly appreciative of everyone and know God has a plan and will bless each and everyone.