Help get us off the streets!

First off thank you for taking the time to read what i have to say. Second off sorry for any run on sentences i wrote this fast its a emergency. Third thing i like to keep things real as hard as it can be God bless you.... Honestly Im very tired mentally and physically. I'm tired of trying my hardest evey day, trying to live in a world that wants nothing but for you to fail. I've been homeless since i was 19 with my Childhood best friend . Not by choice but by differences in opinions and beliefs around me. My family and me don't see eye to eye at all. They are apart of generational curses that need to be broken and im just the person to break those curses. Im not here here to bash them, im not here to play the blame game,

And Im not here wishing any negativity or bad energy on no one. it's all love and positivity.

My name is David and I was put on this earth to make a difference in peoples lives big or small. And that's exactly my issue, im the type of person that helps others even when i need the most help myself. I give everything i have because your supposed to treat people how you want to be treated. I stay away from drugs because it's not going to do anything but stop me from getting off of the streets its already hard enough there's no reason to make it harder than what it already is. I'm trying to better myself, Not every body is gonna go the extra mile, some people would go across the world just to see somebody for a second. while others wouldn't drive 15 minutes to do the same. Being homeless trying to get off the streets is about the hardest thing I've ever done. What do you know about driving to walmart at 6 am in the morning just to use the bathroom, what about having to spend most of your money on food and gas just because if you want to cook your food you need to drive to a store get everything you need, then you have to grill what you plan to make, set everything up, clean your pots and pans with soap and a bottle of water. Then when your done eat as much of what you can before your food spoils. Since you don't have a fridge this is the real reality of sleeping in a car. Living in a car is literally like living in house but driving to do almost everything multiple times a day. Whether it's cooking, cleaning, laundry, even sleeping its all hard. Its almost hit the three years mark and i want to make a change by the end of this year as fast as i possibly can. My wife does so much for me and we give each other everything we both got in order to better our situation

but sometimes you can give everything you have and it still not be enough. We have both lost our jobs due to covid multiple times. trying to get a job living in a car is hard enough but during the pandemic its made a bad situation worse. Being 21 with no credit also doesn't help either.  There is a balance in everything. There's always gotta be a winner in order for there to be a loser. Just like there's gotta be bad in order for there to be good, life is a balance of both and one cannot exist without the other. So as upset, angry, and frustrated as i am about my situation I understand why it is the way it is. There's so much to say that i could go on and on but I've already gone on long enough. I just wanted to say Thank you so much and i appreciate you taking the time to read a little bit about me and my perspective of life that im living through at the moment. I look at things like this you put out the energy that you want back. So i wake up every day trying my best to be as positive as i can with what i got. Ashley thank your kind heart I really couldn't have done this without you and thank you to everybody for your love and support. I know it may seem impossible but i wanna try and get as many people who I can to donate then i would have enough to put down on a house or pay for a hotel room for a year. Idc if the house is dirt cheap i will take it if that's all i have i am not picky at all. I will take a free house that someone is giving away the money isn't important its the solution that im trying to find sometimes its who you know, not what you know. If someone knows any place to find 30 day motel vouchers please let me know i can't find them anywhere in California. I'm looking for a permanent solution not a band aid on a bullet wound. I want my own home where i can start a family. Go back to school like I've always wanted too, get my shoulder surgery that I've never been able to get. Its not only a donation but an investment in my future and I promise that it won't be a waste. You guys can donate as much as you want but im only asking for anything you can spare from anyone, I know at the end of the day you all have your own roof to keep over your heads but thank you if you can spare anything for a soul like mine. I really just want to try to reach as many people as possible. God bless you.