*update*

I had surgery, it was successful, now I am recovering. I have to watch my calcium closely so it doesn't bottom out, thank you for the love and continued support as I navigate through this.

A lot of you know but some don't. 4 years ago I had a total thyroidectomy and 15 lymphnodes removed due to cancer. I had radiation after. I almost didnt make it at one point because of my calcium. About a year later the cancer came back in my throat, I went through a series of treatments in my neck to try and kill it off. A few weeks ago I went and had some biopsys done and today I went back to the Dr and the lab report came back that it's all cancer so I have to have surgery again. This time it is dangerous and he said I will most likely be on permanent calcium for the rest of my life. He has to go through a lot of existing scar tissue, nerves, and it's very close to my vocal cords so I may never be able to talk again. With all that I am needing some help. We haven't even financially recovered from last time. Our cars have been behind, bills adding up, everything. We will be drowning. I understand everyone is struggling right now, if you cant help I understand. Please share and pray for me as my mental health is poor right now and my emotions are everywhere.