Mystery Me vs. Usual Me

Hello my name is Doug my story began 2 and now going into my 3rd year fighting cancer, just completed my 3rd major surgery, 3mths post chemo, however ongoing possibility in light of this newest find,.I have found on this journey I have some friends and family members that are fighting or have lost their fight along the way and I feel for every one of them. Trying to keep positive, have some awesome support emotionally from family and friends for which my gratitude is ongoing. My hardest stressor currently is that my ongoing treatments, cost of meds and parking fuel for appointments the financial ability to move forward has hit a wall. I have accessed and exhausted all available systems to sustain myself. Provincial, Federal programs and Log term disability at earliest will be April/25 earliest potential return to work date is probably March/25, the however is relieving the stress financially until then. With the support raised on here I'm hoping to be able to make ends meet. This is the hardest thing for me to do, to ask for help, I'm the helper, the shoulder, the independent one, rendered to this mystery Me, I deeply appreciate any kindness you send my way, and please know if there was any other way, I would do it, not a scam it's real, thank you for listening and understanding and your support.