My Son is really Gone

My son was stabbed and I didn’t have life insurance . He has 2 children and I don’t know what else to do. Rent and bills is very high and I had no idea that this would happen! Funeral cost is very expensive! I thought I was gonna die last night! so sick my chest was tight I couldn't breathe. I was scared to fall asleep ! Thanks everyone for your help! Thank you LORD! please help me anything helps! With all my heart, I would love to bury him, but I know that’s not gonna happen but cremation is the route. I just really need help.! I will miss work which means no pay! I need time off  to grieve .