My Miracle Homegoing!!

Hi, my name is Patricia Taylor & this page is for my 2mth old Babygirl Le' Omoni Miracle Taylor who just passed away on 2/24/22 because of complications of her lungs. She was born with major abnormalities of her heart the left side worked more than the right side, premature lungs, & (Omphalocele) intestines on the outside of her stomach in a pouch. Even tho the doctors said she would terminate,She still made her own early entrance into this world on 12/18/21 & she showed the world that the chance I was giving her at life, she was taken it. She was getting better slowly & got taken off the oscillator w/ nitrogen onto the regular ventilator & things took an unexpected turn, she started wheezing & her left lung collapsed, so they had to put her back on it. Her intestines was moving back into her stomach miraculously & she was feeding 20ml a hour. Then her head swelled up so big because of the fluids from the oscillator & her heart rate kept dropping on & off for about a week. Thursday 24, 2022 7:43am I got a call form the doctors that I needed to come to the hospital ASAP that she was getting worse. I got there & immediately ran to her bedside to talk to her & kiss her. She knew I was there, she raised her left arm 1st & then the right while twitch in her right leg. Heart rate would always come up when I come in her room & it suddenly went to 121/82 but then slowly kept dropping, come up some & then drop lower. They told me that they are going to let me hold her but had to take her off the oscillator w/ nitrogen & put her on the regular ventilator. Her lungs are premature & the oscillator pressure was up to 100% & was doing more harm than good. That when they do it, it will be a matter of time when her heart would stop & they wasn't gonna do any chest compressions because of the Omphalocele (intestines on outside of the body) & abnormalities of the heart would only hurt her. So they set me in a reclining chair, unhooked the oxygen tune from the oscillator & hooked it to the ventilator & passed me my baby. I held my baby so tight & told her how much I love her while kissing her face, head, chest, stomach, hands, & feet. Minutes after her heart started to drop lower really fast to 50% then 40% & back up to 60%. All my hugs & kisses & telling her I loved her would make her heart go back up but she was too weak with all the sedations, would respond with grabbing my fingers & moving eyes behind her eyelids. I took a look at the monitor & it dropped to 30%, 20% & then 15% & I screamed " Moni no Please stay w/ me!" And she started to pant wity long inhales, chest was going all the way in & out. So I took my hand & put it on her chest & kept saying "Mommy loves Moni & Moni loves Mommy too!" And her panting breathing went from long to short breaths, fingers turning blue & she made this look like she wanted to cry cause she couldn't breath & then stopped. I looked at the machine & it said 0%, looked down at my baby in my arms & the doctor walk in to listen to her heart & tells me "I don't here her heart!" & I grabbed my baby tight & screamed & cried " Mommy loves Moni & Moni loves Mommy too!" Then they took the tape off her face & took the tube out of her mouth. For the next few hours I held my baby, rubbing her head, kissing her & all of her body till she started till her face started to bruise where the tape was, her complexion got darker & body started to get cold. So I put on my favorite gospel songs & started singing to her again until the nurse came to do footprints & handprints for keepsakes so I laid her back in her bed. Then minutes later a light came on over top of her bed & I asked my friend "Did you see that light come on?" And she said "Yes!" So I walked to the side her bed & asked "Moni are you playing with the lights?" And the same light started to flash like a strobe light! And I told her "It was ok, that she needs to go be with Jesus he will take care of you & keep you safe! It's ok to go I don't want you to stay in this room, Please Go Moni! I'll always love you & keep you in my heart & never let you go!" I'll wait to see you in my dreams & see you when I get there!" And I packed up her stuff & proceeded to walk to the door, opened the door wide & turned around & looked at her & said " Now you can go Moni!" And the flashing light got dimmer until it went off! I took it as her knowing that I accepted that she had to go because her flesh was tired & she not suffering anymore & Im not mad. Also letting me know that she has received that love that I showed her & was letting me know she's whole & better now! This is my testimony of the story of my Babygirl who fought for her life daily. Now its time to set up for Memorial & Funeral & I don't have the means. Im biting my pride & asking for help for my Babygirl Le'Omoni Miracle to have a proper but beautiful Memorial & Homegoing! Please help me put my baby to rest in heavenly peace! I'll be grateful for any donation! Thank You & God Bless you all!