I’m running out of time.‼️

Hello everyone, you know the love I have for my dog is vast.

Mordecai has been acting strange the past days, when I take him out for walks he can’t pee. Yesterday he peed a little but today nothing is coming out. I purchased UTI chews but that has done nothing.

**He strains his private parts and making noises but nothing is coming out.

I went to a vet that closed early, (Citi Animal Hospital in Friendswood TX. ) the vet did an Ultra Sound and heavily Sedated him. He told me “mucus Debris” is blocking him from peeing. He told me to come back tomorrow so he can get a “Uretha Catheter” to clear his urine and to get a urine sample. He had no workers there to help him and he said it this isn’t resolved in a timely matter it could be fatal. He charged me for the ultra sound, two sedations for pain because he had to feel for his prostate***. He said it could possible be these BIG THREE.

1. UTI infection

2. Kidney Stone Blockage

3. Cancer

I adopted Mordecai back in 2018 when I was 18.

I wanted to love something that would never hurt me in return. I just aged out of foster care and lived with an ex when I got him.

I’ve had him ever since.

Even back in 2021 when I lived in my car and during a freeze. Back in 2021 he contacted Parvo Virus. I used up all of my saving from and went to an EMERGENCY Animal Hospital on January 1st 2021 where all clinics were closed. They taught me everything in two hours and I got a motel. I thought I was going to loose him back in 2021 but he survived. Now that I have a place, everything goes to rent. I need all the help I can get.

Mordecai is all that I have and ever wanted. If you know me personally I was born with a red heart birth mark on my right forearm. When I met Mordecai for the first time I saw he had a birthmark in the shape of a heart as well.

I included pictures. He is my soul dog and I would never trade him for the world.

When I cry he licks my tears. Sometimes I try to cry in silence and it’s like he knows and I can hear hit pitter-pattering coming.

If you know me I’m battling a brain cyst and it’s affected my heart as well. The rhythm of my heart is irregular.

I’m making this for my dog Mordecai.

I have absolutely no family support system. I don’t talk to my mother and my father is absolutely absent god knows where. I had a father figure back in 2023. He passed so suddenly no one even told me and I had to find out 10 days later.

I just payed rent and this illness came out of absolutely no where.

I had a friend that told me “Ivana if I had your life I would commit suicide”

Yes and I would never forget those words. It’s as if I was born with the worse unfortunate events. With no family, a health condition, childhood altering events, no support system and no friends.

Mordecai is the absolutely only reason I keep living. He is my friend, my emotional support, my son, my cuddle buddy, my everything.

I want him to pass at an old age peacefully. Not like this. I didn’t even get to have professional pictures with him. Right now Mordecai is heavily sedated until I take him back tomorrow morning.

I still have time to heal him within a time frame.

Pleased anything helps and sharing as well.