My best friend and baby left me january 31st at 5:26pm. She was a smart, beautiful, kind and loving girl. My heart is broken to have to say goodbye. She deserved better than this world. Her service is Sunday February 7th.  All are welcome.  Message me for more info if you'd like to attend. If anyone is willing to donate towards expenses any penny is appreciated. 

When i originally shared this page i didnt know what to say. I didnt want to share the most intimate parts of her story. Thinking about it now, i want people to know. She would have wanted people to know. To learn from her story. To change things. My 11 year old little girl wrote me a note and one for her teachers on january 28th.  Minutes after, she tied her jump rope around a branch of her favorite tree. A flimsy little branch. She went live on omelette so her friends could watch her in her final moments and fell. My seven year old son found her and ran to get her GG. Immediately was cut down and was flown to the childrens hospital in atlanta. I got there roughly 2 hours late when they came to get me from work. I spent the next few days watching her slip away. I begged, i prayed, i read to her and desperately did everything i could think of to keep her hear with me. Her, her brother and I have been the three musketeers forever. She gave me purpose when i needed one and gave me hope for the world. She was bullied no matter what she tried and no matter what school she was in. She didnt show how much it took out of her because once she was home all you could see was happiness. She was so amazing. I would be so angry with the things these little kids were saying and doing. She would talk me out of it. She would tell me she didnt care what they thought because she was strong like me. Instead of seeing that she was simply trying to make me feel better i had convinced myself that she was ok. She wasnt. Although the way everything happened the way it did i truly dont believe she meant to die. She did. She wanted someone to stop her i know she did. After her aunt/best friend passed over a year ago she struggled everyday. I know i should have seen it. I should have known how to help her. There were things she didnt tell me to spare me. For that i will always be in agony. Guilty. She tried to kill herself live for others to have a chance to stop her. Her "friends" watched what she was doing and didnt call for help. Or say anything to anyone. My sweet girl was pushed to the edge hoping somebody could save her but nobody could. Nobody did. She loved so hard it killed her to be treated badly. She wanted friends so bad. I tried to stay strong for her hoping things would change or i could make her happy enough but it was not enough. If youre reading this just remember that your kids need you even when they seem like they dont. Always. And they do need to be taught to be kind to others. No child should feel that kind of pain. And i promise you no mother should feel this way.  Please please take care of your babies. This world is not good enough for them and we have to fix that.