My Dad

It is taking me a lot to ask for help. But this is urgent. My dad just died.

I'm on a spiritual journey and I have a family to meet and healing to do. The last time I saw my dad, he held me so tight, and I made him let go. I was scared because I barely knew him, yet I loved him so much!

These funds will be going towards expenses for transportation, lodging, food, missed time from work, etc..

I am hoping to feel the beach wind (((hug))) me as if it was a hug from my dad, in complete peace & comfort. To show I do love him, and I also can forgive him so he can move onto the spiritual journey to find his true peace as I create mine. Whether it be through attending his celebration of life or through my new journey of moving or simply turning back around and staying where I am at.. I've always loved my dad. I need to say my goodbyes even though it was barely a hello. It's time for healing.

The most affordable route would probably be driving my vehicle from Utah to California & back to wherever. This journey will require a licensed mechanic for the front & rear brakes, tires, and registration. The shop is charging close to $1,700. But this way I could bring someone with me, so I am not alone. If that doesn't work out, then a train or an airplane may be another option.

Thank you everyone for the heartfelt messages.

It's embarrassing to ask for help. I am working a full-time job and I sell things on eBay and do food delivery as well.

But being a single person can make it so hard to pay the bills, let alone have anything left for an emergency with the raised rent and everything else that's been raised.

I feel hopeless but am still looking up...

I am hurting so bad. I love you dad.