Trying to move forward and build a better life for me and my son.

Building back my confidence, going to school, being a present mom, and inspiring others to move on from abuse.

I use to be strong, i use to be confident...

The fact that my son's father put me down, and made me feel like I was worthless, and weak, just broke my heart every single day I think about how much time was wasted

A man's job (especially your fiance) is to bring you up, to be your leader, make you feel beautiful, make you feel wanted, to make you feel like you deserve to be on this earth --

Not tear you down, make you feel ugly and unloved, unwanted, say you wish I died, hoping that I get a disease. (Drunk words.. are sober thoughts ladies)

I felt.. everyday a little piece of me dying inside, I have rather 100 times over... lived alone than be in a loveless relationship. I learned to forgive so much.. since a young age, that I was so naive to the emotional abuse. That it became the normal.

They say that no matter how much you try to show someone that doesn't love you.. that you love them, they will never see it.. until it's to late

I did not want to live the rest of my life feeling embarrased, weak, or sorry for myself. I just want peace in our lives

My son has level 3 autism and we are living with family now, but trying to progress, and become self sufficient.

This would also help pay for his medications and necessary vitamins. Housing, furniture, food, necessities.

Thank you

Sincerely,

Jenn ❤️