Mother passed away suddenly

Hi, my name is Cameron Lamberson and sadly this past weekend on Saturday November 2 my mother lost her battle with depression and took her own life. My father passed away in 2018, and I wasn't ready to lose my mom just yet, but I pray she has now found peace and is with the Lord. She has left me with a house we were renting monthly and all of the other monthly bills such as pg&e, the city bill for water and waste removal, among other things. There is no money remaining in her retirement funds and her bank account is within $500 of being depleted as well. I currently have a colostomy bag and severe hernia that occurred during surgery for a severe case of diverticulitis that found me in need of emergency surgery with failing kidneys. That was in 2022 and I have not worked since before the surgery, I will be seeking immediate employment doing whatever my body allows me, as I can't do as much physically since they placed my diverting colostomy. I'm currently unemployed and have no savings and now I'm at a loss at how to go about getting any sort of help. I hate asking people for money as nobody owes me anything, but I have no where left to turn but to ask for anything you could donate to my living arrangements for the time being. I have to have another surgery at UC San Francisco to remove my rotten intestine and everything that hasn't healed during my time with the colostomy, that was tentatively set for the end of year before this all occurred with my mother. She was a nurse and my biggest support, financially as well as post operation during the long healing process, and she was my best friend. I've reached out to what family I still have left, and am doing my best to keep going while still mourning this incredible loss. Thank you for your compassion and anything helps God bless