SEEKING SUPPORT – MOTHER OF 3 ON PALLIATIVE CARE , CHILDREN ONE AUTISTIC, WITH PSYCHOSIS LOST EVERYTHING, HOME ALL BELONGINGS CAR EVERYTHING DURING ALL THIS .BATTLING FOR MY LIFE FOR SO LONG ITS NOW COME DOWN TO HOSPICE. But I want to continue fighting ! And for justice as well for my daughter! Over something she is now, unfortunately and horribly having to relive and tell her story over and over again at such a young age. I really wish I could go into detail, but with being a minor I cannot, but it is just the most sickening thing you can imagine, especially someone she trusted the most. And all of the children are terrified.

as well as mentioned below more details as to what we need as far as financially and everything that has happened this is more than an urgent need and it is so many things at one time even after all the loss it is so much to have to deal with and more than anyone should ever have to even one of these things in their life.

As well cannot go into details but something unspeakable has happened to one of my children and they deserve justice!!!! And it’s unspeakable as well one of the children!! Which also involves attorneys and many other things ! Which cannot afford a good one. And my child the most victim is speaks of let’s say some literally unspeakable. Something that will scar her for the rest of her life!!

she deserves her voice and being heard!!!!!!!!

it was someone she trusted and is terrified so much of now the thought of them coming near her brought her into extreme for the very first time in her life she hyperventilated after crying so much to where she stopped breathing we have the report from the EMS and after they read the police report, they said it was due to trauma induced is what caused it.

she will never be the same. She has never been the same and now circumstances she is now having to tell her story over and over again to even strangers investigators you name it and we are needing help with that as well. I wish I could go in the more detail, but with her being a minor, I cannot go into extreme details but at this moment. Justice must be served. No child should ever have to suffer and deal with what she is dealt with and all this is her words and it is extremely difficult as a mother to have to hear as well as her brothers have come forth with things that they have seen as well this is all men way too much to deal with on top of everything else

All of this is so incredibly much and we need help more than ever!!

and with everything we’ve already gone through losing everything having to move back to the home state with family and now dealing with the finances here that are out of control and have with the caseworker as well already used all of the help that we were able to in a lot is complicated as well as contacting churches everything we’ve already tried.

And with my health and everything else happening, we need everyone more than ever right now in reaching out in desperation for help

it seems just one of these things would be enough, but all of this combined is way too much and it seems like a nightmare and a complete curse. It truly does so please help our family and please help be a voice for my children my daughter, and please help us medically financially to the max and we have records if need be as mentioned before.

desperate !

Getting to this point and not being able to afford my life saving medications and others. As well now fear of losing more again. It when we thought could not get worse cannot pay bills or anything financially related. This is the lowest it’s ever been and without help will lose it all again.

I’m a mother now after years of battling starting hospice soon. But wanting to fight instead! Mommy of three only 33 years of age one of my children of which is autistic. I am battling brain cancer (two tumors), COPD, Congestive heart failure, Seizure Disorder, PTSD, kidney failure, Pulmonary Artery disease, Lyme disease, severe adrenal failure, muscle disease and traveled to the bones, Prolactinoma, and more. I’ve survived a coma, cardiac arrest, and multiple septic shocks w/ two heart failures and stroke. Now, MRSA has returned aggressively, and into the bloodstream , bleeding somewhere internally , will be hospitalized again.

On top of my health struggles, life threatening surgeries, , we’ve lost everything—our home, belongings, car, and business. My children and I have started over moving in with family. Coming back with nothing , across the country, away from the children’s entire lives as they knew it.

They are wonderful sweet , caring , beautiful children and as any child this is something no one prepares you for as well as myself. I’ve always been the loving , caring type to help any stranger in need. Finding out who your friends are and family genuinely shows in these types of times. But will continue to fight through every bit of this!

I have been sick for a couple of years struggling deeply before this , but declining more and more rapidly. Until finally I started to stop breathing, my heart beat got very shallow and fell into a deep coma. The paramedics told family I was lucky they came when they did because even a few minutes later I would not be here today. After awakening alone from the coma not being able to see , speak , or move. Due to tie downs for protection ( so do not panic pulling the iv’s & ventilator ) , a gel type substance used to cover the eyes, as well as being on a ventilator ( so therefore could not speak. I was terrified . I remember the horrors that now became my nightmares with PTSD to follow. As well as going into Cardiac arrest , taking 3 times to bring me back . The lack of oxygen also caused some brain damage ( cognitive mostly ) . Causing fractured bones in the chest area as well as major bruising. The hospital very lengthy stay was a nightmare alone. Was left in a “ mess “ many times, handled very roughly, most very unkind , no tv , and very lonely. I remember the sun was so hot in the room it made me sick all day I would just pray for nighttime to cool down. The ventilator was cutting into my mouth causing me to bleed. I was left tied down long after I had awoken from the coma. A inhumane amount of time for someone alert and awake & not a threat to themselves or anyone else. I could not speak up for myself because of the ventilator.

After leaving the hospital I was put into a nursing home ( being the youngest by close to 40- 50 years ) I suffered abuse in this home. All of my family was across the country trying their best to prepare their home for me and my 3 children on their very limited income. Somehow awakening from the coma something happened and I was unable to walk or mobilize from the waste down. I was a hoyer lift for months. A A final force hospital trip at the very end of my nursing home stay was the end of it. The hospital noticed the abuse and neglect causing major permanent damage to parts of the body. As well as lasting infections. After leaving AMA from the nursing home I was finally to be with family again. But my health still declines.

And now , after the entire horrific ordeal for me and my children losing everything we’ve ever owned and or loved is gone. Due to the panic and rush when I fell into the coma, and having it all left behind. We must continue to make this our forever home with our family being made from a 2 family home to a 6. But, we need help doing so as bringing in another full grown disabled adult and 3 children into the mix wasn’t the plan. And now hospice referral but fighting instead and doing preparations and am scared to death. But I am so tired of fighting and my body has had enough.

Things such as home repairs, flooring , add on to the home, walls put up, Sheet-rock in one of the rooms, painting , furniture , room divider, extra home and now, bedroom items, some clothing, medical type shoes due to excessive swelling, medical equipment for use & safety

PAYING THE HOME OFF! So we do not lose it!!!! Would save our family !!!!!!!

Help with medication cost not covered, preparing for the worst and my life ending . And me nor my family are in a current financial good state, added monthly bills, as well as is something ever happened to me and late, past & current bills , , before we lose even more as well, it’s the last hour, medical expenses , travel expenses, legal expenses and therapies parts not covered, etc. The list goes on and on .

I can provide proof of everything. Please, if you can help, even a little, it means everything right now.

I appreciate kindness and support more than I can say. Thank you for reading, sharing, and helping however you can.

Any amount is deeply appreciated.