God has asked me to walk with Him and learn more about His word and spreading the gospel by going to school to learn to be a disciple and missionary. Since the moment this schooling was brought to my attention by my lovely Holly Q I have been wrestling with putting off the application, with putting off asking for help, I've been asking for continued confirmation from God that this is truly where He wants me.Each time without fail God has confirmed my questions, He has urged me to finish my application, to stop doubting how and just be obedient to Him.So now to the next step, my least favorite. In order to go to school for discipleship training I will be away for 6 months making no income and will be paying $5,500 to attend. I want to stress that me creating this fundraiser is something God is truly using to majorly humble me. In my life God has given me a heart for servanthood, I love to help others. I urge others to ask for help, but that is where I am sorely lacking. I am not good at asking for help for myself. I have paid for my own stuff since before I had an official job, I've always had that sense of independence. So here I am, God has guided me to go out and help others and to trust Him and His process. Now I am being humbled by turning and asking you for help. Anything you can do, donating, praying, sharing, I greatly appreciate. I end up in tears whenever I think about this path He has me on and how He has guided me. Praise God for His faithfulness. I love you all and I appreciate any and all help.Thank you. I am open to sharing more of my story and creating a page to keep everyone updated on my missions as well.¹⁴How then shall they call on Him in whom they have not believed? And how shall they believe in Him of whom they have not heard? And how shall they hear without a preacher? ¹⁵And how shall they preach unless they are sent? As it is written: “How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the gospel of peace, Who bring glad tidings of good things!”Romans 10:14‭-‬15 NKJV