Hi you all know me as Red, but I’m Beckie in real life(as most of you should know by now). The UK cost of living is ridiculous, my monthly salary compared to my outgoings is crazy.

My rent is almost 60% of my monthly pay, and with debt repayments and buying the basic necessities and food, it’s left me in a hole which keeps going deeper.

I'm currently behind on a few payments, I’m working 6 days a week, looking for a second job, selling my personal belongings and have considered chargebacks for the game we all love & hate, from the start of the year when I was financially more stable.

I don’t ask for help, never have done. I don’t have any other options, no family to ask, or friends that can. So this is embarrassing for me and I appreciate anything and everything