In need of Angels

My name is Mary.

It's not easy for me to write, having to ask for help, as it is my nature to be of help. I have started writing my story a few times, but waves of humiliation came to teach me lessons I battled at first. But time began to swallow me as I realized I needed help now. So here I am, stepping up for myself.

I have had a series of events surrounding my car, intentional. Good possibililty. A person tore the front end of my car from the headlight to the headlight while I was in the grocery store one night., stealing the bar that went across my Kia Rio behind it. This very kind gentleman was waiting for his wife to come out and videotaped it, but it was too dark and grainy to be of much help. He and another guy helped shove it back into place and zipped-tied it across. Days later, after buying two new front tires and one used tire. The used tire dealer broke my tire sensor, and someone was always letting the air out of the tires. They would be 22, 30, 35, 28. One day, getting the daily air, I noticed it was driving worse. The person who filled my tires showed me they weren't mine. These were dangerously shredded.

I had just moved back to Tucson, buying what I lacked in storage..bed, dressers, couch..... so money was tight. Rent had skyrocketed, and now I was wiping out my emergency funds to fix my car. To secure my Vechiel, they added wheel locks, and because my lugs were loose, they lug-locked every bolt ... In doing the work, they found the shocks needed fixing. Two rims were messed up: believed by a jack when they took the tires. I had to take out two loans to fix it all. I am looking for a job and getting scared about how I can meet the next few month's bills.

Now you can understand why this was a lesson in humility for me. I"m a private person, and this is very hard for me.

I still, after all this, feel protected by my Angels and have asked myself what the lesson is. If it"s a test of faith, nothing can take that away from me.. I thank you for reading this, knew I appreciate any help coming my way..

Blessing...