Hello my beautiful stars. I am a bit embarrassed and don’t know what to put here but with advice from amazing friends and thinking long and hard.. I’m trying to move out before the end of January I applied for an apartment but don’t know if I’ll get it but even if I live out of a hotel for a month it is better then my home situation. It’s come to a point of my mental state draining itself and I want out.. I want help because I’m scared. I’ve been doing delivery’s because my job hasn’t been giving me many hours but I’ve applied to more jobs and even went into an interview recently.. Crossing fingers that I get it and can have consistent hours. I will be doing this on my own.. I won’t have roommates and I don’t have family to go too.. but again anything will help I don’t know how much to ask for or if I’m asking for to much but again anything will help. I thank you over and over for helping me.