FUNERAL FOR MY DAD

My name is jayceon Dido. And for those of you who know me, you know that I haven’t had the best relationship with my father. BUT I loved him with all my heart. This huge unexpected lost was not only hurtful, but sad, hard for me. I thought I would have more time with him. Now that he is no longer I don’t even really know how to truly feel. I wanted him to witness me make it, so that I in turn can take care of him, grant him all he may ever want because despite everything, he was my daddy. The man who left his country in search for better, worked 3 jobs to bring me and my brothers overseas. The man was flawed but man I can never say he didn’t love me, and that’s why I’m sad. Cuz we could’ve fixed us. But pride is such a bad trait. At a time in my life where I’m at my happiest, on the verge on entering an even better part of it, he’s gone. And now my whole world Is shattered. I have no regrets I loved him & that he knew, I’ve told him. I’m grateful to him for many things but most importantly , he knew that as well. His last wish was to be buried in his birth country. So we as a family are trying our best to do so. Thank you for anything you’re able to contribute or give. Thank you.