hello, im moe. im an abuse, (cyber)stalking and rape survivor. i am physically and mentally disabled with an senior cat. im extremely housing insecure & am just trying to survive. my Whole life, ive never been able to truly live under my abusers & poverty.

companies are still refusing to hire me. there's only specific types of jobs i can do nowadays. not to mention i live in an extremely dangerous area and its barely ok enough to go outside to pay rent. im doing my best to survive off of donations and freelance, but its getting harder and harder to even get the barest of essentials while keeping a roof over my + my cats head.

one of my family members has currently put me back into debt. he is, again, majorly financially abusing me—on top of everything else this family always does. this is because i still havent able to flee these people, as i Usually get only what i need for regular monthly bills. he is currently trying (again) to take me away against my will to "live" with him. my situation is as serious as its always been—especially with this weighing on me once more.

the man who sexually abused me as a kid is continuing to look for where i live too. hes another person in my life/once in my life still attempting to get me under his control once again. if i become homeless especially in this state, that'll make me an even bigger target for him—among other things ofc.

this gfm is up for monthly bills (so i can stay housed and alive), pet care/supplies and savings (needed to escape abusers). proof/info of bills here and here.

i have to be careful what i put out publicly about my abuse because my family is incredibly online too. not to mention my cyberstalkers and others with a grudge online. i apologize for this and will always do my best to be honest and communicate as long as it doesn't get me hurt.

i hate having to have any of this out online/public and i deeply wish it wasn't needed for survival. its incredibly embarrassing and haunting to always have it at the forefront. but im not lucky like other people in that regard, im sorry.

anything helps genuinely. im typically always in need of something, behind on a bill or in debt in some place.