Hi everyone my name is Joshua and I need help for my ministry schooling.

I have had a heavy life thats probably not appropriate to share publicly but after experiencing homelessness for the first time in my adult life after being having my biological turn her back from me (no unforgiveness just what happened) I was about to commit suicide and jump off the story bridge in Brisbane. But something told me to just try Melbourne and I transferred from one homeless shelter to one in Melbourne. God only reminded me of this last week. I forgot I was about to kill myself.

In Melbourne I met an ex girlfriend who facilitated me becoming extremely successful in investing in 2017 but unfortunately it wasnt the right time for me to steward wealth yet and the thief came in and steal, killed and destroyed.

God allowed me to experience the pure torment of being abandoned by everyone and losing everything and seeing some very dark things and human nature. This lasted 7 years.

But God used this suffering to lead me back to Him and in November 2023 I was accepted Jesus into my heart again and felt the Holy Spirit come into me and after being so hurt and losing everything I remembered Him and cried.

Now my life is completely for Him. There are 78,500 seconds in a day and I do my best to give Him every one.

A child sexual abuse survivor, I am passionate about helping children who have been abused find the Lord.

Any overflow will go to the charity ZOE which helps little boys and little girls excape child sex trafficking.

I am was accepted into Awakenings School of Ministry pure Lord last minute and have been told I have to raise $1250 by the end of September.

I know the Lord will do it.

He's the reason I'm alive today.

I serve as much as I can for different Ministries and I'm passionate about Jewish evangelism attending a Messianic Synagogue in Caufield South.

The main reason I want to stay in this school is for the deliverance I am experiencing each day at school around others on fire for God.

I hope your can help and please share this with whoever the Spirit leads.

And we know that all things work together for the good of those who love God, to those called according to His purpose.

Romans 2:28

Thank you reading and if I dont meet you this side of eternity I'll be sure to say hello in heaven!