December 22,2017  3 days before Christmas we found out that I had aggressive breast cancer. March 15th I had a double mastectomy we thought that we got all the cancer but the lymph node came back positive with the aggressive cancer.
We had many wonderful people bring meals, send cards, flowers and  have been there for us emotionally. David has been my rock and I am truly blessed. I would have never wished to be this kind of burden at this time in our lives. October will be 30 years marriage 4 kids and 3 grand babies we have been through the ups and downs but this is a ride  we would rather not be on. I feel  I have gotten much closer to David, and that my friends is a good thing !
Now I am going to have to start treatment, there will many trips to the Doctors and we are not sure of the outcome.  I am in need of your help. I want to be able to live for my husband, children, grandbabies and friends but there are some treatments that without help I  will not be able to have.  I am afraid but I must hold it together for my family. The sooner I get rid of this cancer the better.  The stress has been overpowering some times and running away sounds great and maybe a getaway would help.  I humbly and fearfully ask for your help. I told God that I didn't want to ask for help, I know God works through people so I decided to ask and I told God if nothing happens during the weekend I will take this down. I know we are no supposed to make deals with God and i'm not sure thats what I did but now I hold onto faith.  I have to say I would much rather not have cancer and multiple sclerosis but I do.