Hi there!

I’m not entirely sure on where to start. But I have been struggling with my own image. Something I’m struggling with every day, I get told off by my partner for wearing my binder too long.

I didn’t realise I was trans until a year ago. If your unaware the waiting lists for the NHS are ridiculous. I’d have to wait 4-6 years before I even got diagnosed. Even then I’d have to wait for hormones, then even longer for chest removal. It’s a time I am not willing to wait.

There is a way you can help though, there are many private clinics that give people a chance to be on hormones, and go through surgeries a lot quicker. But it costs. I want to be who I am when I look in the mirror, I want it to reflect on the outside. I want someone to look at me and see me as a guy. I want to be feminine the way a man is.

The thought of having to wait that long to be the man who I’m supposed to be is scary. This is something I really want to work towards. Something, im gonna be grateful for the rest of my life.

Thank you to anyone who reads, shares, donates.

I look forward to looking in the mirror and being happy with myself, smiling and seeing who I was supposed to be on the outside.