Mia Love Allen-Tokarz (Cremation Memorial Ect)

I can't imagine anything worse than losing a child. June 12 2023 i woke up with pains and being 24 weeks pregnant i was instantly worried. Shortly after getting into te bathroom and getting in the tub my water broke and I started bleeding and ended up leaving home in an ambulance to the hospital (so I didn't have to wake my kids) being taken to the hospital. Shortly after arriving it was determined that my placenta had completely detached and ruptured and the decided to do an emergency surgery to get baby mia out. They had to fly her to a hospital with a level 3 nicu and since I just had surgery I couldn't go with... I never even got to hold her... I now have to pay to have her cremated and possibly a small service in her honor but could use alot of help paying for it as we don't have much extra funds at this time... if you are able to spare anything it would mean alot. I am still healing from the surgery and am having a hard time exceptong my new reality. .

Rip my sweet Mia Love Allen-Tokarz. I never got to hold you in my arms but I will hold you in my heart forever. I can't believe this happened. I wish I could go back and fix it but I don't know what I would do differently. I didn't plan to have you but I felt so blessed to add you to our little pack... it felt like you completed our family... the little cherry on top... you had the best big sister and big brother and mommy and daddy live you so much. Your sister wanted you before you were even in my tummy. She had so many plans for you as did I. My heart feels so broken. I feel like you were ripped from me. You were so tiny and beautiful and you fought your best to live... until it was decided that you shouldn't have to fight anymore and deserved to rest. I don't know if our family will ever feel complete again... there will always be a hole inside me that I won't be able to fill because it was meant to be filled with you and our moments together. I'm sorry this happened and id give anything to fix it. Goodbye my beautiful angel girl. Thank you for the love and hope and happiness you brought just for being in my tummy.

If you know me, then you know my kids are my life... my poor daughter luna who loved her sister would sing to her in my tummy and had many plans for her and mia. Luna gave Mia her name and it breaks my heart to see her feel this loss. This is hands down the worst thing I have ever experienced... thank you for your support and generosity in this seriously tragic time in our family's lives if you can't afford to help financially then please keep us in your prayers.