Mentally struggling. Any support is greatly appreciated.

My name is Brittany I’m a 34 year old mother of 5. I lost my job 2 months ago and have been struggling mentally. I have dealt with depression my entire life. I recently got diagnosed with bipolar 2 years ago. I have tried numerous medication combinations and therapy but can’t seem to find the right fit. As of lately I have been in one of the deepest depressions I have ever experienced in my life. I have found myself contemplating life on an almost daily basis. Times are hard for me right now I have pastdue bills I need to pay immediately. I decided to make a gofundme to help me be able to pay off my past due bills. Anything would be greatly appreciated and a blessing.