Fund Pilvis way back from mental Health Breakdown.

This year truly broke me. Pushed me further into a place where I just wanted to give up. Selfdestructive cause I didnt know how to cope anymore. 

I used to be a fun, happy, creative soul. 

So before I have a stress induced stroke which well and truly goes in my family: I Have come to realize that I really need a few days completely to myself every now and then. 

My ADD/Autism, Generalized Anxiety and severe depression has taken a an exreme toll on me this year and Im also diagnosed as extremely low function and very low tollerance to stress, daiy preassures. Esp now when Im crawling out of the hole im in.

I need to go somewhere you CAN focus on you, be in the present - like some kind of "self-rehab" until life feels stable again. I have such a hard time being there for others atm and yes it feels very selfish but the need is there. Its not even a need its sadly a must to keep going.

I want to come back and be the best for my family, my daughter-

However we dont have these kinds of "rehabs" in sweden and even if we did i couldnt afford it.

I can always rent cottage for myself and spend a few days doing nothing, being creative, with no outside preassure. This is what this fundraiser is for.

Im trying to move forward and theres lots of things happening right now.

I dont know how ill manage to get through it all without the escape now and again to re-charge.

This is what this fundraiser is for.

I know its a big ask and probl wont go anywhere but Im at my limit and im very scared of losing myself tryng to just push through day after day.

tysm for being here and reading this. It means so much,