Jesse Paul Redman was born, beautiful, sweet, angel. August 22, 2017. 6lb 9oz. Full head of hair. 19.5 in long.
It was my regular routine 37 week appointment. It was going to be postponed because my ob was sent off on a delivery. I hadn't been feeling much movement the night before so just to be safe I asked before I left and came back if the nurse could check the heartbeat. She couldn't find it, but she didn't do this often so I wasn't too afraid, the doctor came back and sent me to an ultrasound. I got the news that every mother feared. It was seconds later when we found out our beautiful baby had gone to heaven.
Roughly 7 hours of labor, I finally pushed out my angel baby at 10:05pm. Jesse came out with the cord wrapped around his neck. He is beautiful. He is perfect. I now know what true heart ache is. I now know how precious life really is. Never would I have thought I would have to plan my babies memorial. The only peace I have in my heart is that I told him constantly how much I loved him and I know he knows how much me and his daddy love him. He is our light. He is everything I could have asked for. I know my baby is in heaven now with God, wondering why we're even sad, because he's so happy and innocent and sweet. I know I will get my chance to meet him again. I know he'll be waiting for us.
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