Memorial and Funeral Costs for Adam Negri

Hello my Name is Justin and I am Adam's Older brother. I never thought I would have to set one of these up. My Brother Adam has been Battling Mental Illness for years and Sadly on the Morning of 06/28/23 my little brother lost that battle. As a Family we are truly Devasted. We lost a Son a Brother an Uncle and a Fiance. To lose someone in such a Tragic and sudden way will haunt and affect us forever. My brother at times forgot just how loved he was and to see the amount of love that has been shown in the short amount of time since we lost him I just wish he could have seen and known the amount of lives that he affected and the amount of love that people had for him. For myself and my younger brother Caleb losing a brother in such a way is something that is not only tragic but heartbreaking. For my Parents to lose there son and for my father to do what no father should ever have to do. Bury their own son has left them in absolute shock and despair. My Parents are working on handling the arrangements and are now scrambling to arrange any and all services.

For those of you that knew Adam, at least the real Adam. You were the lucky ones. He was a Happy go lucky kid, A loving brother and someone you knew always would have you back. He was a loving Fiance to Alfonso and his family and when he had his good days you could see that brightness he had always shown. Adam through the years has struggled with mental health and had sought medical help and counseling to help him battle his inner demons. He fought to his last moment even though the solution was usually just another pill prescribed. His emotional well-being was a roller coaster when on the pills as he no longer felt himself. When he was up he was the Adam we all knew and loved the Son, Brother, and Fiance. However his Valleys were dark and lonely. He tried so hard to fight for the middle ground and find a way to be "with:" us. He fought for a middle ground that most of us take for granted on a daily basis. In on of those Darkest moments we believe Adam felt alone, exhausted and just no longer wanted to be what he thought was a Burden to us all and to just find peace from his own mind.

It is with great Pain and Sorrow that I write this today. Adam you were deeply loved by all of your Family and friends. Our hearts are filled with sorrow at your passing and I just want you to know how much I loved you and what I would give to hear your voicce or laugh just one last time. RIP little brother till Vahallla.