Melissa’s journey back to health

hi everyone i started one yesterday and i deleted as quickly as i started it, this is so hard for me to do i don’t even know where to start, Im melissa reed im 42 i’ve been married to the most amazing man for 19 years not all perfect but all worth it, we have 2 wonderful kids at home daughter almost 16 son almost 18, wow someone should have warned me lol, now back to why i’m here so i have a past so no doctors listen to me and told me my shortness of breath was anxiety they had a reason for everything but did nothing all while i’m getting and feeling worse now i can’t walk to my car without running out of air and the colonoscopy that was ordered 3 years ago but was told i don’t need it well now im completely unable to work im so severely anemic from the chrons and the coloagaurd test came back positive for cancer and live cancer cells now i’ve been going thru this for 3 years so we’ll wait and see what they find when i finally get my colonoscopy next week, i now that was a lot but thru this my husband is having to take time off work i’ve lost 67 pounds in 4 months not trying so i’m pretty sure i know this is not going away or going to be easy at this point that’s all i can share there’s so so much more on why my husband has been taking time off work we are drowning in debt about to lose or cars everything is in shut off mode, i thank you for reading even if you can’t donate please for our family anything helps thank you