im about to lose my house

been thinking about doing this for months. 5 years & I’ve never asked for help. I’ve always been able to figure it out but this time i seriously cant. i broke my hand & i have a week to pay my rent & its really hard to not freak out a bit. my mental health‘s been in the fucking drain especially this year, terrible life problems, bills got too high to pay & my hand was just recently broken & its largely stunted my current day job, i haven’t been able to work. im scared & wildly depressed about it, i don’t even have enough for food i’ve legit been eating 1 meal a day for months now. my Instagram just got hacked so i cant post this directly from my account unfortunately & on top of that my bday is this week (craziest present ever). i hate this man i hate asking for help so much that i was more okay with being houseless than asking ppl for help & it’s embarrassing, i feel very goofy but i need help this time. this is an emergency. i accept anything that happens bc this is just what’s happening right now but anything is greatly appreciated & i promise to make it up to you in the future. thank you so much.