This is difficult for me. I suppose I have some kind of shame around asking for help. My name is Maureen, I am a 1/3 Solar Plexus Projector and my partner Robby is a 5/1 Solar Plexus Generator. We have been very active observers and listeners for about 3 years now. We are really struggling to make ends meet while trying to live our lives in alignment with our designs.

My partner just got a job (literally started today) for the first time in over a year. He has really been struggling to find any kind of work that even slightly lights him up. He used to do a lot of carpentry and construction, this resulted in him getting a herniated disc and severe sciatica nerve pain. We are both very excited that he finally has a job that he is lit up about. That being said I, the projector with very limited energy, have been working just about 7 days a week for the last couple years in order to make ends meet for two adults and two cats. My work is incredibly autonomous so I convinced myself for a long time that it didn't bother me working as much as I was because I at least enjoyed my work. I'm incredibly burnt out. I need time to revive myself. We could really use help. We are behind on February's rent and our lease is up so we are tenants at will. Our landlord has already expressed that he's going to write up the notice for eviction if we do not get rent money to him incredibly soon. We live in the state of Maine so technically because we aren't on a lease anymore he only has to give us 7 days notice. On top of that we are 3 months behind on my car payments and risk it being repossessed. I drive for doordash, I nanny, and I bake(and often deliver said treats). So you can see how not having a car would be an incredible roadblock. That's not even all of it. Our old roommate stiffed us on almost a year of electricity when she decided to take off unexpectedly.

Literally if anyone can help with anything at all I am so incredibly grateful to you. I also understand that it is quite possible that nobody will currently be in a place to help. Regardless, I love you all the same. Even just as active observers and listeners this community/Jessa and Mark have been incredibly eye-opening and we have so much gratitude for all of you.