As most of you know already, my beautiful & loving mother has passed away. She is finally at rest with our heavenly father watching over me. She was a faithful, caring, loving person! From the time I was a kid she had been fighting her illnesses, she was an extraordinary women and I was proud to call her my mom! I honestly thought I had a few more years with her but I guess god wanted her at his side. Which leaves me a bit lost because she was my strength, she always knew what to say, how to make me feel better. She amazed me how strong she was and how much she knew. She was a fighter and now I know I have to show her I can be too. I'm grateful that I have my family and such great friends during this difficult time! Being active in church I feel is what's helping right, I have such great support form everyone. She loved going to church and helping whenever she could. The faith we shared I know that I will be with her once more but I wish that it would help with the pain I feel right now. I tried to do so much with her because I knew I wouldn't have her with me forever, and I hope that I gave her a wonderful life! As wonderful as the one she gave me. She was always trying to prepare me but I never wanted to face it, I wanted to believe that she would always be with me. So unfortunately I wasn't financially prepared for her unexpected departure and therefore I'm asking all you my friends to please help me out. It doesn't matter how little you can give during this time but anything would help! I'm trying to put all her finances and funeral expenses in order. Anything will help, I would like to thank you all in advance my dear friends.